Yosh~ ლ(╹ ◡ ╹ ლ)

Since the day our Second Semester started, I feel that I've changed. I have really changed. A lot of things within me have changed.

From liking fanarts to obsessing over Lolita/Cosplay stuffs, I can say that I've changed. And also, from the time I have celebrated my 17th birthday, I noticed that an unfamiliar attitude of mine have shown. I've become more responsible, submissive and independent.

These attitudes are a great help for me. I can feel the optimism inside. 

('∀ `)

Which baby are you?

The bold one is my birthday month. It definitely described me. I guess you too! Try it.

JANUARY BABY

Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality.

FEBRUARY BABY

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.

MARCH BABY

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

APRIL BABY

Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

MAY BABY

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak too much in the next 4 days.

JUNE BABY

You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

JULY BABY

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days

AUGUST BABY

Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter. Repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.

SEPTEMBER BABY

Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. If you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

OCTOBER BABY

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years.

NOVEMBER BABY

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.

DECEMBER BABY

This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

Wishlist ★

Since my birthday is days ahead and Christmas is near, these gadgets are what I want to receive. haha. I do wish and hope that I'll receive any thing from these:

WACOM BAMBOO PEN TABLET <3

URBANEARS HEADPHONE <3

iPOD NANO 6th GEN <3

I'll be forever happy with these. ~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)

頑張って!

The term for second semester is fast approaching. I'm kind of excited and at the same time, nervous. I don't know if I'll be happy or what, the fact that I became an irregular student. A professor of mine once told my block when we told him that we might fail some subject, 

"You'll never experience a College Life if you won't be able to be an irregular student." 

and that was somehow true?

I was kicked out of my block because I failed that friggin' math. I know it was my fault that I didn't study and didn't grab the chance in my mid-terms and finals. Since I was in elementary, I've never liked math. The only thing I can remember is that when I was in my kindergarten, I was best in math.

err.

the fuq is that?

Last Wednesday, I enrolled myself for the second term. I just copied my classmate's schedule. (she became an IS too.) Here is my schedule for the second semester:

Look at the big gap of Logic and Society & Culture subjects. I don't know how will I be able to survive this schedule until next year. *le sigh*

It's my fault again for not looking at my copied schedule before I encoded it in the computer laboratory. I'm doomed. Seriously.

If my class ends at 6 PM every MW&F, probably I'll be home at 8 PM. It's kind of creepy to go home that late. I hope I could manage my brother to fetch me at the waiting shed every that time. Men in my neighborhood are scary to look at.

Well, I guess there's nothing I can do about it now. All I'll be needing is more patience and diligence.

頑張って!

Tumblr Theme

It's not exactly that I changed my Tumblr theme. Somehow I did try to find some theme to suit up the contents of my blog but then, I just ended up going back to the old theme. Customized the links and the color, added a page for my 'About me', redirected the unused links. I'm kind of not finished customizing it, but here it is:

It's still 'Under Construction'. haha

Help the unwanted

Last night, we went to visit my uncle's house. By the time we came, we saw a filthy man in front of his house.

 I don't know if he's old or not. I can't guess. Every time I try to look, I'm tearing up. I wanted to bathe and clothe him and give him food 'til his stomach's full. It's like, I wanted to take him home and give him the comfort he needs. *le sighs*

My heart breaks whenever I see people suffering like this. They, being beggars, paupers, etc., I just can't stand how sick our society is. (I won't add more.) If I were them, I'll do something to help these unwanted people in our world. They, being avoided by many, being punished by many, being unwanted by many. This just suck.

Ask, why don't I help them? Why don't I do the charity for them? I tell you, even though I want to do that, I can't. Of course I do need support.. but from who? I don't know. The only thing I can do for them as of now is to pray. Pray that they'll get better and do what they can to be alive. God's the only one who can judge us. I hope that you, too, can help them be saved and get better.

Enough.

     Days pass by, and I'm becoming more and more irritated with my block. The feeling I get whenever these people start to erupt like volcanoes.. boom. The bitchy gals, the I'm-mister-cool-guy but really not, the endless chit-chats, the unending noise pollution they give. Just what the crap?

     In reality, everyday, I feel like I'm sick. Sick and tired of their endless shits. I don't understand them anymore. Let them be! I just wish they'll get tired soon enough.

Before & After

Three days ago, this is how I look:

The kind, yet, simple girl who is bubbly all the time.

Three days ago, while we're on a trip to the mall to buy some stuff, I suddenly thought of having a haircut. It was unintended that I had a haircut. It was just my trip. Mom did have her hair coloured and I had a haircut. At first, I thought I won't like it, that it won't suit me, but it did. (Yay!)

So yeah.

Yesterday, this is how I look:

and tonight:

I look somehow like a slut. (Haha!)

Seriously.

And after I got that haircut, my view towards myself changed. I thought that I went up to the next level of me. Yeah, the slutty-like. (pffffttttt..)

Because of it, of me, of the haircut, of the red lipstick I wore, I think I became a flirt. *sighs*

Somehow, because of this, also my attitude changed, and I don't like it. Even I don't realize it myself at first.

I found myself talking harsh and being so full of myself. (Oh no.)

That's it. That's all.

℃-ute~

℃-ute 『キャンパスライフ～生まれて来てよかった～』

I don't know. I just find the song cute and danceable .

Gotta learn the steps one of these days ^3^

myrollingstar ♥

There are some things I wanted to write here but failed to do so. I am such a lazy person. For now, since I didn't blogged anything, I just want to share this link:

http://myrollingstar.tumblr.com/

About the link, it will bring you to this another blog site, tumblr. This tumblr account is owned by Jo, 20 years of age and is very skilled in everything. *lgiggles* True. I envy her. (I know it's bad) Her drawing skills are very fascinating and inspiring, plus, she's pretty and very fashionable. These are the reasons why I'm trying my best to be like her. I really wanna be like her. About the drawing skill, I found that before, her drawing skills isn't that good. But with time, she became very good. Here's an example:

Unbelievable, right? This is a recent post on her blog. It's like she compared her drawing skills before and today. And yeah, she improved a lot. Because of this, and because I am very inspired by her skill, I am trying my best to be the same. Seriously.

So, yeah. I'll do my best! ヾ(´▽｀*;)ゝ

Nori~

OhYeah. Mom and dad bought korean nori (seaweed)

I'm thinking of making Onigiri (おにぎり) or Maki one of these days. I'll be saving up some of my spare money from my allowance this week. aaaaand.. there is Layne's birthday on the 18th. I'm thinking of a gift for her. Could it be personalized or what? wakaranai. *sighs* T3T

Behave.

I don't know guys. Sometimes, most of you make me feel irritated or anxious about what's going on within our class. I don't know what's the problem. Oh yes, we may have a kind of classmate who is I think have a slight disability, but guys, you should know the meaning of respect right? Don't make a big fuss about her it, we are already mature enough to think on our own. Also, this 'noise' we are making, the talking and talking chit-chatting thingy in every minute, every second of our lives, please be considerate to those people or person who don't want to be implicated. Our professor is right, we are already mature enough to think things on our own. Please, oh please classmates, be considerate and do what's right. We can't make a joke out of everything, so please.. behave and be quiet.

Menma ♥

This is my painting of Menma Honma of Ano Hi Mita Hana no Namae wo Bokutachi wa Mada Shiranai or just Anohana. She's just too cute to paint ^w^

Otaku Test :D

[x] You've seen at least one anime.

[x] You've read at least one manga.

[x] You watch anime/read manga on a regular basis

[x] You think that anime and western cartoons are two separate things

[x] You're in anime club.

[ ] You've cosplayed at least once.

[ ] You counted Halloween costumes from when you were a kid as cosplay.

[ ] You cosplay in public.

[x] You've been to at least one anime convention.

[ ] You cosplayed there.

[ ] You traveled more than 200 miles to get there.

[x] You like Japanese food.

[x] You like any of the following in particular: sushi, pocky, cheap ramen, ramune. (takoyaki)

[x] You know that sushi isn't just raw fish.

[ ] You've made bento lunch.

[ ] You've made a charabento.

[ ] You go to the Asian shop on a regular basis.

[ ] You've actually been to Japan.

[ ] You've been to Japan solely for the anime, videogames or idols.

[x] You're learning/know Japanese.

[x] You're learning it to watch anime without subtitles. (para cool!!)

[ ] You have Japanese blood. (si Rizal meron)

[ ] You CLAIM to have Japanese blood.

[x] You're in love with a fictional character made by Japanese people

[x ] You claim you're married to said fictional character.

[x] Anime is so much better than western cartoons.

[ ] You call all cartoons anime.

[x ] Anyone who hates anime is dead to you.

[x] You call characters by their original Japanese names (Hell Yeah!! Sino ba yang si Eugene, Dennis, Alfred at Vincent na yan??)

[x] You call characters by their romaji spelling

[ ] You defend Pearl Harbor.

[ ] You think Pearl Harbor’s a new anime that just started airing in Japan.

[ ] You think Japan is the greatest country on Earth.

[ ] You think that just because they make the best media.

[x] You listen to J-music.

[ ] Exclusively. (ang weweirdo siguro ng mga nag x dito)

[x] You know that it's pronounced "Gakuto" and not "Gackt".

[ ] You can name all the Vocaloids.

[ ] WITHOUT looking it up.

[ ] You like Hetalia.

[ ] You think Japan is the best character.

[ ] You wear items of anime-related clothing in public.

[x] You play only Japanese video games/watch Japanese shows/eat Japanese food. (watch japanese shows/eat japanese foods lang)

[x] You use Japanese honorifics.

[x ] To refer to yourself. (hindi pwede yun a; maliban na lang kung Chan ang apelyido ko)

[ ] Your entire room is full of anime merchandise.

[x] You changed your name to something Japanese.

[ ] Legally.

[x ] You want to give your kid a Japanese name. (Shiro, matulog ka na.. ANO AKO ASO??)

[ ] You want to name your kid after an anime character

[ ] You've considered having surgery to look oriental.

[ ] You've had it done.

[ ] You stalk the Japanese exchange students.

[ ] You've been arrested for doing so.

[ ] You use memes in daily conversation.

[ ] You watch abridged series.

[ ] You get most of the jokes.

[] You use tildes while typing~

[x ] You use Japanese emoticons.

[x] You make attempt to Japanese sounding by the Engrish typing.

[x ] You claim you're Japanese on your dA/Facebook/Myspace/whatever.

[x] You're not. (watashi wa firipinjin desu.)

[ ] You're not even Asian.

[x ] If you're Asian, you think doing Japanese stuff helps you get in touch with your heritage.

[x] And you're not even Japanese. (ore wa firipino da!)

[x] People call you a weeaboo. (pero hindi dahil sa kapapanood ng anime)

[x ] You prefer the term otaku.

[ ] You break out into Caramelldansen in public

[x] You want to date a Japanese person.

[ ] No other nationality will do.

[] You watch Naruto. (sa ABSCBN lang)

[ ] You wear the headbands. (nerds)

[ ] Every day. (super nerds)

[ ] You're bitching at me because they're properly called "forehead protectors" (lahat ng mag-xx dito mga weeaboo talaga kayo. ang nenerd nyo)

[ ] You bought said headban- erm FOREHEAD PROTECTOR at Hot Topic.

[ ] You act out scenes from the show.

[ ] FFVII is the best game ever.

[ ] Sephiroth is yours.

[ ] Kingdom Hearts is awesome.

[ ] AxelxRoxas is KAWAII DESU NE~~~!!!

[x] You wish you owned a real Death Note.

[ ] Touhou rocks your life.

[x] Anime dubs are the spawn of Satan. (mabuti sana kung boses lang eh, bakit pati yun yosi papalitan ng lollipop???(one piece))

[ ] Vic Mignogna is God. (sino ba to??)

[x] It's seiyuu, not voice actor.

[ ] You use Gratuitous Japanese all the time.

[ ] You add "desu" to the end of every sentence.

[ ] The only thing you draw is anime. (anime at bahay)

[ ] You're taking an art course, and all you submit is anime. (walang ganito ang nakakatanggap ng hindi tataas sa singko.)

[] All your friends also like anime.

[x] You want to become a mangaka. (sa Pilipinas)

[x ] In Japan. (imposible daw yun)

[ ] Most of your manga/anime is hentai.

[x] You know that "hentai" doesn't mean "porn"

[ ] You write fanfics for English class. (Don't I no even to how spaek English~)

[ ] Yaoi fanfics.

[x] You know nothing about Japanese culture except for anime, videogames, idols, music, porn and schoolgirls.

[ ] Everyone says you have no life.

[ ] And it's true.

Score: [40] You're very likely a Japanophile, but you're not as annoying as a full-blown weeaboo.

Score:

0-10: You probably hate Japan. You're not a weeaboo at all, not even close.

10-20: You like SOME Japanese things, but still not a weaboo.

20-30: At this stage you probably still hate weeaboos. Good news- you're not one.

30-40: You keep your love of Japanese stuff sensible.

40-50: You're very likely a Japanophile, but you're not as annoying as a full-blown weeaboo.

50-60: You're not a weeaboo just yet, but try and moderate it.

60-70: Weeaboo.

70-80: Please stop it!!!!!!

80-90: STOP HUMPING THE MIKU LOVE PILLOW!!!!!!

90-100: STOP!!!!! FOR THE LOVE OF KAMI-SAMA STOP!!!!

In just a blink of an eye

*insert bad words here* My phone was stolen just hours ago. I can't believe it, really. My phone was gone in a blink of an eye. What the hell? uhh. I swear, he'll get what he deserves to get. Karma is on my side, you bastard.

*sighs* I really can't take it. Seriously. My phone didn't last 'til 2 months. My babyyyy.. *cries* From Nokia C3 back to Nokia 5220 Xpress Music. I just wish that in no time, I'll get a new one. (in my dreams)

On my nerves

     Hello. I just want to say what's on my mind from today's affair. Earlier, I was irritated with this girl. Honestly, even from the first day I met her, I honestly don't like her. Her attitude just make people hate her more. To be frank, she's not even that beautiful. I'm not saying that out of egoism, it's just that her looks, the way she look at people, the way she talk to people and the way she express her attitude towards others, it's just getting in my nerves. I'm just a very observant person, okay? Yes, she already explained it to us that she has this 'short temper' attitude, but you know, you don't have to repeat telling it over and over again so that people would understand you, that just make you less approachable. People would throw a joke at her, then she'll say, 'don't do that blahblahblah because I've got 'short temper''. I mean, come on, how would people approach you if your making yourself less approachable? Even avoiding a slight joke? ha! okay, fine. Also, she's really getting in my nerves, gosh. I repeat, I am a very observant person. The things I see and hear about her, I just can't stop caring about it. It's not that I care for her that much, it is just I care in everything around me, the people I care about. I like sticking my nose with others business, but I don't meddle just to bring more trouble. I just judge and give my opinion. You stay away from me. I know you don't like me, but I too, sincerely, don't like you at all. Thank you for understanding. May God bless you! OwO

kuha mo?

Blood C

the evolution of SAYA <3

     From the first version, Blood: The last Vampire (movie), two more animated version was made, except that they are in a series type of anime.Saya, Saya and Saya. Meet them guise. Saya, from the Blood: The last Vampire, is quite like an unattractive kind of character. I mean, the physical appearance or whatsoever, but I find the movie awesome. Blood gushing everywhere, that's awesome too!

     On the second version, Blood+, which was made into an anime, is much much better. The physical appearance of the protagonist, Saya, was so appealing. There were this bishounen Chevaliers of Saya and Diva. Diva is Saya's twin sister. They're very much alike except of the attitude. They're the opposite and the rival. I really loved the story because of course, the blood splurting everywhere, the action and the added spice in it. Ohh.. how I love Hagi, always protecting Saya. *giggles*

     Lastly, the recently aired anime of Production I.G, Blood C. The latest version looks like it'll be a good anime than the previous versions. The new Saya looks pretty, cool, strong and I think it'll be a great hit like the others. Last night, I was able to watch it's first and latest episode. From what I've seen, the story of the first episode hit me the bulls eye. It's extraordinarily awesome and at the same time, kinda weird. *laughs* yeah, that's what I think.I still can't accept how they made Saya's attitude different from the previous ones. I mean, the latest version of Saya, just like what they have said, is clumsy. But all in all, I find it cute and good to watch. Well see..

BLOOD C

I am SO gonna cosplay her <3

Tee Style

This is the tee I designed. Actually it's an old shirt. The black part, (or the branch part) is drawn by me, months ago. I cut the sleeves and neckline and turned it inside-out. There is where I putted a branch and touched it with some green and red paint. I just added the jacket to add some style. OwO